REIGN OF CHOICE

Across the barriers of times and space....

there was an intervention for my journey to trace..

as i walked along the brazen roads....

i realized i was one with the life's many modes...

it dawned upon me like an open book...

the verso of which i failed to look...

i didn't know if my choice was true..

but the second chance is only bestowed on few...

i turned back to face my nemesis...

lucky was i 'coz life was kind to me though in parenthesis....

it was tough to know that my only aegis was my choice...

but over the years i learnt that good things come with a price...

at a point when choices were those which were trite...

it couldn't have happened at a better time for me to know what was right...

as the crescendo picked up so did the gravity......

to stand vindicated was like proving my own life's brevity...

being a lesser mortal and leading a vicarious invincibility...

this could be given to those with grit and ability....

here i am with my doubts and speculations vanquished...

I KNOW I MADE A CHOICE NOW....BECAUSE...I CAN SAVE A LIFE..........

WOVEN TIES

Still it feels as new as ever,i stand to wonder the moment of beginning....it is now so intriguing to realize the sense of apprehension that clouds on my mind when i first make an effort to start a new relationship..sometimes short lived and sometimes forever.but then when we click,the rapport erases the initial uneasiness and nascence.relations hold the key to a meaningful and wonderful life.elements like trust,patience and love strengthen our ties.looking back in life,i am amazed at the fact that my first friend is still on my friends list!!!!!
The resilience my relations have maintained never cease to bamboozle me!!!some of the best people i've met in my life are now my revival even in soledad....best support system i've ever got..who infuse immense confidence and wish for me from the core of their hearts.....
Fights,feuds,tiffs,misunderstandings..it endured it all and still remains unscathed,as good as it was always and still growing in strength,maturity and love with every passing minute...it is emotionally stimulating to know how much these relations have given me,silently yet powerfully.i shared happiness in the tiniest things of life like finishing my food without my mom's help when i was a kid or be it receiving the same kind of lines from a teacher which even my brother did when he was in that class or just sitting in my dad's chair and pretend treating people just as he did oblivious of what the future had in store for me or spending endless hours walking with my friends and talking our hearts out....all this was and is still because these people have given something to cherish every second.....they fill my life with umpteen number of reasons to be ever happy!!
a place has given me so many good people and memories to carry...the transition was only transient..school,my 9th std..best ever..'coz i found best people and also 'coz it gave me nerves to face the adversities.....a relation..the bond of friendship.. lasting for a lifetime..all...just everything! 10th..it taught me patience..gave me a very very lovable,mature and a beautiful friendship...thanks for that!!college..experience...true and amazing friends..i can't ever forget things we did!!!!!lol!!!!guys...if you are reading this,you are all my life lines...best ever-my 9th, 10th, college(includes the person in med college too who is now a verrrry goood friend:))....was and is soooo beautiful only because of you all!!!your friendship is something i have earned on my own..by being myself....THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!probably i will ever have a chance to make the best of any second without you all....
life has given me a chance to live every moment twice through the relations i have earned.this is for every one whom i i've known,who wished the best for me and for those who are always there for me as the Rocks of Gibraltar:){see,i compare you guys to the world's greatest rocky landmark;))) kiddin!!!!}
relation is such an entity which needs a lot of work to be done but at the same time also needs to have the sense of space......paradoxical hmm....it is something so valuable,defined like truth,defiant like a storm,vulnerable like a child,sprightly like fizz..and withstanding changes like history...it is best understood when felt and experienced...something so different from all the lessons we learn in our life!!!
"GET INTO IT,LIVE IT,LOVE IT!!!!":)

"IT" CHANGED ME

i was taken aback when IT came to me

i didn't know my questions had set it free

there i stood in front of the colossal IT..

the truth was shown like a deep wound slit..

the time had come to make a choice
it chose to tell me with my attention on price
i came to know with a painful start
a shattered soul was more agonising than a broken heart
i came to know that a truth not fought
is more sinful than an injustice "bought"
i was appalled to know how the needy face apathy
irony is,its shown by the so called "SOCIETY"
i knew what it takes to give something to someone in need though you have nothing to choose
when all they can give you is a smile though that heart has an indellible deep bruise
IT showed me what resilience was through the eyes of the people who lost their loved ones in a tragic way
when i was down thinking what i lost in a paltry insatiable fray
i learnt what love,relations and happiness meant
when IT showed me how i grew 'cause of them as the time went
IT taught me the value of loved ones and not to lose a chance to tell them how much they mean to you......
'cause no sacrifice can ever make you live twice and the ticking seconds just go by to leave a few......
just the way how day wins generously over night and how the cloud is vanquished by the sunshine
"hope,faith and will' will win over any ruction..let they be yours or mine...
i learnt that that all it takes to be happy is "satisfaction"
and only your interest will lead to its resurrection..

it was worth a lesson learnt at a simple price ..
IT made me happier,content and wise...

do you want to know who was it i questioned???



"I questioned........LIFE..."

MUSIC-THE PERFECT TRANQUILITY

This is my first tryst with a writing of my thoughts on..........."MUSIC"....for me,music is an amalgamation of experiences with nature and the inventory genius of the human mind.........
To start with,i trace back my fascination for music when i was a kid wearing polka dotted frocks and and finding my contentment in wearing my socks right:P......i still remember it like it happened yesterday,my "paati"[grandma]playing the violin for me on one summer afternoon...it was transcendental....i was lost in the rich notes of carnatic music.......mesmerising symphony......i was overpowered with an immense feeling of intervention...i knew IT was for me.......then we came back home after our vacation..and i started going for music classes...as a kid i was never interested in singing the way my sir wanted me to...my dogma was simple-i wanted to sing my tune!i wanted to train my voice but never wanted to surrender it...and i do not regret doing it....i feel,when the voice connects with the notes of music,it casts a spell..it reveals the secrets of music...and the song becomes a manifestation of TRUE FEELINGS....
music is as versatile as the river which flows through a creek....it is the versification of a poet..anodyne of the endurer..vaudeville for the happy..solace of the lonely..soul of the musician..unction of a dance..muse of the learned as well as the vassal of instruments and words........music is....a humdinger!
how many of you can deny the fact that music conveyed our feelings when our heart and mind turned off and we stood there like nincompoops??isn't there a song which makes you reminisce all the wonderful things of your childhood..or the best times you had with your pals or the sweet memories of your house you left behind in the journey of life or the family bonding?how many of you did not let go off your emotional baggage when your favourite song was played???there is a song for everyone...which brings a smile on your face...lights up your heart...lightens your soul...stirs up a gamut of emotions.....
Music is a universal feeling...it has the power to soothen or intensify our emotions.....you are never away from it..silence also is quiescent music...इस दुनिया के सुर सुन सकते हो.. उसकी आघोष में एक नया सुर पा सकते हो तुम खामोशी में ....... music conjures up a feeling of liberation with seemingly no emphasis on anything vital...it quixotically takes you to El Dorado,but here there is abundance of happiness:):)....it effaces the monotony of life and brings an immense pleasure..never mind the sojourn:)..........
and to say...life can never be "ON A SONG" without music;)....
It is waiting to unfold its mystery...to take you to a new place...try it..and you will love it!!!!:)

PLEASURE aka KARNATAKA
It has been two days since i have left hospet-karnataka....but i am still intoxicated with exhiliration!!!!!it did leave me enchanted....specially the history,hidden secrets and the locales!!!
well when we were starting,our uncle handed over a little piece of paper with a map on it...n for me cartography is what cartoon is for a kid..:)n so i was brimming with excitement!!
so our journey started with all of us trying to decipher the route map,planning halts and speculating on our time of reaching the destination....
on reaching the borders of karnataka[i could make out by the boards written in kannada!!]it was a pure feeling of nascence for me...the route was a stretch of greenery..fields were endless coming up like a glissando...in a word..it was ENTHRALLING!when we reached our cousin's place it was almost ten in the night...and as i stepped down from the car i felt the breeze ruffling my hair n it dawned upon like a perfect welcome....it was a sharp realization of the difference between the conditioned air in the car n nature's glory.........
next day morning we headed towards an historical plac called "HAMPI"...it was the capital city of the vijaynagara empire which flourished way back in 1565.....every stone there has a story to tell...every temple there holds a plethora of secrets...every path taken leads to an irrefutable heritage........how i wailed in my heart for a chance to time travel...to unravel the mysteries of hampi.....to witness the grandeur of ancient India...the history enscounced there left me awe struck!!!that place is an ode to the indian architecture.......a must see....
then our journey was towards TUNGABHADRA DAM...it is an obscure fact which i want to bring to light that it is the only dam which has the largest number of gates...that is 33...built in 1940-1942...it was the brainchild of a legendary engineer THIRUMALE AYYANGAR.......the water of the river appears mellow but as it reaches the gates the flow becomes very rapid...the push of the water is just amazing!!!my acrophobia did not stop me from noticing all this...it was scintillating!! the dam is a tribute to engineering and a herald of Indian ingenuity.....
well i was in hospet for my cousin's engagement and it happens to unite two families which embraced the culmination of cultures with open arms.......their house ignited the adventurous streaks in me and i wanted to embark on exploring the terraincognito but sadly we were short of TIME..and we started our return journey.....
karnataka is a very homely place...very inviting..enticing..and very very beautiful!it is truly a world of its own...i certainly would want to go back and discover the other places and see its full glory...but for now i will resign myself to the amazement encompassing me...and yeah start working up my brains for the formula to invent a time machine:P!!lol!!
P.S-if you did invent get it patented or i might be in the soup for plagiarism!!!;);)
this is my encounter with the beauty of karnataka.....i know many of you out there would be having the same passion for some place apart from the city you live in...let it out..that place deserves our attention............................................
though it was a greatttttt trip i have to add that i missed the sweetest people in my life a lotttt!!!! wanna say i love you!!!n i missed you a lotttt!!!

hey howdy folks!!!
well this is a blog about everything around me...about me...things fascinating me....intriguing me...i am sure it will a great outlet coz i always wanted to write about innumerable things..
today i am up 4 writing about the greatest enigma of the world,in my opinion...."THE TIME"
its very tough to put down thoughts about time but still i will try...
in this journey called life,a day seems just too miniscule to remember but it is amazing that we,actually LIVE each day...we conquer every hour with the beauty of being alive...i look back to the best days of life,days which have made my life more beautiful...you miss a person..you pray the distance should never be great..may be for a day..you love a person for the rest of your LIFE..u want it to last for a lifetime...
where can yyou find an equation for life and day?how can you wish for an equinox of life an day?is time esoteric????
in the world of strangers where everything u cross is new..i find solace in the enigma of time......what kings reigned for the moment,they saw it ruined the next..what makes something otiose at one point.makes the same thing the crux of a matter...we all know what it is....TIME..
time lives vicariously through human supremacy....
who can say what exactly time is??if i say it is 12 in the noon...some one else will say it is not so!!!
how can you be so sure of the time your watch is showing???maybe it is just an illusion....
well...i guess it is time for me to go;);)!!!
it is a beautiful day out....and m gonna make most of it!!!!
so that is it for now...ciao!!